⁠Let's go

 "𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕓𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 ℝ𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕒-𝕜𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕒. 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕊𝕣𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕚 ℝ𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕚 𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣!"

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_Srila Prabhupada orders HG Radha Kunda mataji in her dream_

All my life, consciously or unconsciously, I have been trying to distribute Srila Prabhupada's books. 

I had cancer, but by distributing his books, it went away. 

I had a husband who used to beat me, but I kept distributing books and those hardships passed. 

He had many children who abandoned him, but I continued to distribute books and I haven't lost anything.

But 

while living here in Vrindavan the last few years, _I started listening to a Radha-Kunda Babaji_. When he spoke, something happened in my heart, and I felt that this was really a holy man. I paid my respects to him and he gave me these instructions:

 

"Do you want to receive the mercy of Srimati Radharani?"

 

"Of course I do!" I replied.

"Then come every day to Radha-Kunda. I will give you a mantra to repeat, and one day Srimati Radharani will shower Her mercy on you."

 

And I was so stupid I said, "Okay!"

 

So the babaji gave me the mantra to repeat, I started coming to Radha-Kunda every day, _and I stopped distributing Prabhupada's books_.

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Then I received some amazing mercy. 

*Srila Prabhupada came to me in a dream*, gave me a very stern look, took my hand, and said: "⁠Let's go."

Prabhupada took me out of Krishna-Balaram Mandir and out of Vrindavan to Govardhan and Radha-kunda. _Still holding my hand, Prabhupada led me into the waters of Radha-kunda and down to the bottom, to the very heart of Radha-kunda where I received a vision._

*Srila Prabhupada was standing at a huge table, and on the table there were millions of his books in different languages, and there were millions of groaning, suffering souls with their hands outstretched and shouting: "⁠Me! Me!"*

 

*Srila Prabhupada was standing and single-handedly distributing hundreds and thousands of his books*. 

And 

_everyone who received one stopped moaning, took a spiritual form, and left this world._✨

In the dream I was standing there looking at all this, getting goose bumps and shaking. Then Srila Prabhupada gave me another stern look:⁠

*"How long will you stand there?*

*When will you start helping me distribute books?*

𝐅𝐨𝐨𝐥, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 ❤️𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭💚 𝐨𝐟 𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚-𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚? 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐒𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢 𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚n𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫!

*If you really want to receive Srimati Radharani's mercy, distribute my books! Until your last breath!"*

 

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I woke up all in tears. 

_I didn't go to Radha-Kunda again, and I didn't repeat that mantra again._ 

*I just decided that for the rest of my life, until my last breath, I will distribute Srila Prabhupada's books."*

- by HG Radha Kunda mataji (Disciple of Srīla Prabhupda)